Never in my life did I imagine I would one day travel to New York because of my involvement in a university society. When I first told my family about the trip, they were incredibly hesitant and insisted I couldn’t go. But I was persistent—and after showing them my visa and flight tickets, they had no choice but to let me. My sister told me it wasn’t fair, to which I replied, “Sometimes it pays off to be a nerd.”
New York was an experience I may never be able to relive in quite the same way. Though I’ve returned from the trip, the five short days we spent there were enough for the city to become, in some ways, an extension of my identity—like a second home.
The juxtaposition of New York is striking from the outset: the unapologetic commercialism of Times Square, flooded with glowing billboards and endless shops, contrasted starkly by the homeless individuals huddled at the base of nearly every building. The dystopian feeling that washed over me while navigating the chaotic streets of Times Square is something I still haven’t been able to shake. In everything I saw, there was always a contrast—a duality—that, to me, encapsulates the essence of New York.
The only moment of true peace I found in the city came on our second day. That afternoon was free, so a few of us grabbed food in Times Square and headed to Central Park. I hadn’t realised then that I would spend the rest of the trip longing for the serenity I found sitting atop a rock in one of the world’s largest parks, nestled within one of the world’s busiest cities.
Lying on the cool stone, gazing at the rustling leaves above and listening to birdsong, I was overwhelmed by a sense of calm. It was as if the chaos of the city had fallen away, and for a fleeting moment, I was entirely connected with myself. When I finally sat up and saw the looming skyscrapers, I understood something profound: outside this sanctuary of stillness, I might never again experience that same feeling of relaxation—until I return.
New York was an incredible experience, one that taught me much about human nature, the global agenda, and the intricate roles people play in shaping societies. I’m deeply grateful to Farhang for suggesting the trip during his guest lecture. The lessons I’ve learned and the memories I’ve made on this journey are truly irreplaceable.
Suheyla Coskun